I'm beginning to feel like I can't say anything without being criticized. Every time I state an opinion, someone flies off the handle at me. Every time I try to talk about how I feel or how my life is, someone tries to fix things and tells me how to do stuff, like I can't figure it out. I'm tired of feeling like I have to walk on eggshells ( Read more... )

Bridget is going to D.C. for a weekish soon, to visit her friend Darcy. I'm envious. I wish I could go on adventures and stuff. What is the point of not having a job if you can't even go on adventures ( Read more... )

So I signed up for classes next semester... I'm taking English (American Lit) and Spanish at campus, then I've got Bio (since I dropped it), Sociology, and Political Science all online.  I'm not sure how Bio will be online... anyone have any experience with sciencey classes online?  I know I'll have to do Saturday labs from 9AM to 4PM, which is ( Read more... )

I'm giving up.

I feel very disconnected from LJ, along with everything else in my life.  I feel like no one reads this anymore, and like none of my friends update... I know that's not true, 'cause I still read everyone's posts, but I don't know.  I just feel lonely.

I feel lonely everywhere.  At school, I'm alone unless it's a class with James.  I have no friends ( Read more... )

I am a sad person.  I don't know why, I don't know what to do about it, and it sucks.  I feel really lonely and sad and distant from everyone and everything.  I feel like I am annoying and stupid and mean, and I dislike myself.  I wish I were different.  I wish I were rich.  I wish I had done things differently.  I don't feel like doing anything, ( Read more... )

School starts tomorrow... I'm a little nervous, but really excited.  I'm taking Theatre 101 which I am SO STOKED for, and Public Speaking which is going to be cool.  Also English which will be yay, and Biology which is eh, and Computer which is lame.  But weee!  Fun classes!  And I have two with Jamesie.  :D  That'll be fun.

Guess what guys!  I'm ( Read more... )

To start off, I had a dream two nights ago that I had to save my ex-boyfriend's brother who then turned into my sister's boyfriend from Sylar on Heroes.  It was odd, but I think I succeeded.

Also, I got fired today!!  :D  -_-  I'm still sick, for the third week in a row, and when I woke up today I couldn't breathe.  Like literally, my lungs were not ( Read more... )

Harry Potter was terrible.

I have a kitten again.  He/she is black and white and really cute.  <3 ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated in like, three weeks.  Yep.  Lots of things have happened.

We got a kitten on Father's Day.  He was little and orange and we named him Swarley, among other things.  He was adorable and sweet and silly and so cute, it was ridiculous.  He got really sick a week ago, then got better, then got even sicker three days ago.  On Tuesday ( Read more... )